I'm a dumb fuck

I mess things up. Everything I touch falls to peaces. I'm toxic. I'm poison.
Something some said to me really hit me. "Your life isn't that bad, get over it!" or something like that....Yeah......I know It's not that bad.................So I left......Left so I couldn't be such a crybaby any longer.
Coffee. I love coffee. I hope that theres some made downstairs.... I'm hungry but my stomachs upset at the same time. Coffee with be better.....

Shit:\

Up all night worrying that I won't be able to pull myself out of this slip. Since about 10 last night I've been trying to sleep... It's 5:05 am. :(

Scared

Some secrets of mine are better kept to myself.....