*gets cherry diet cola from fridge and brings it with me to my shower to purge*
fuckmefuckmefuckmefuckme.... But I need it today.
To much stress. I have to cope somehow... And I wont lose much weight purging. I hide it better than starving, so my GF is much less likely to find out... Still, I'm letting her, and myself, down.
Almost forgot how good that feels...
ReplyDeleteIts like returning home after a long vacation.
But I have to get my ass in check now and stop having these setbacks.